It's been a while...
since both of us chat freely...
so much things can happened in a short period of time...
unbelievable...
I never knew I can just spill all my problems to her...
well, without crying anyway...
not to mention her supporting mum...
who's so open minded about practically anything...
and listen to her daughter...
that's not really good though...
listening to the daughter part~
haha=]
sometimes I wish that my mum would be more sociable...
so that they can be friends...
its true that my mum really need a friend now..
more than ever...
even if she got us...
there's only a little that we can do to help her...
after talking with them....
I've thought a lot of things that they have suggested...
in a kind of way...
its quite nice to know that they understood how we felt...
but i do feel that we are in no position of complaining...
when there might be someone else who are facing some more complicated stuff than us...
humans are humans...
they are selfish being...
I'll keep this in mind till some person can come and change it...
that would be one in a million chances..
and I know I would need to wait a long time for that person to come...
That problem aside...
I was wondering...
do I have a sign that read,
"Hate me"
on top of my head??
because hating me is probably the easiest thing to do in the world...
How do I know that?
easy!
It's kinda easy to know if all of your love ones...
treated you like their enemy...
so now..
I would need to train my heart...
so it can be stronger...
able to stand every heartbreaks it might meet in the future...
my future is mine to decide...
you would need to step back and let me be...
no matter how long you took care of me...
how much you love me...
nor if you're my family...
I don't care...
and I'm sorry...
for making you hate me...
