Saturday, July 24, 2010

Diary of gg [24th July]

so tired..==
u must be wondering why I'm so tired right?
well lets start from the beginning shall we~

it's 24th July><
(well, obviously)
todays the date of the party our class gonna have^^
they're fooling me saying that it's loo loo's b-day...
of course, me, being a naive girl just believe them...
it's been planed out since last 2 weeks
(I think)
during that time...
i did wonder why they didn't ask for my help in organizing these stuff~
and I thought they think that I can't do it...
so I keep quiet~
I even fought with them over what's I'm gonna wear...
I was planning on wearing a simple t-shirt I bought last time I shopped with Qin~
but NO..
(rolling my eyes)
they just have to make me wear something over the top...==
so yesterday i went shopping wif my bro~
both of us bought some outfit for today's event...
when I saw the dress...
I knew that it's the perfect dress~
but my bro didn't approve..==
IN THE END...
i still got the dress><


bla bla bla~
let's get on wif today~
oh yeah...
I slept at Qin's home~
on her request of course...
we woke up early for our tuition class...
a word for that tuition...
"LAME"
yep~
absolutely lame I tell u~
==
both of us just feel like sleeping the whole time the teacher's talking...
its a whole 4 and a half hours...==
imagine it...
(......)
gee~
"fascinating"!!
after that...
my bro said he'll pick us up at 240..
so we went to "Mo Li" cafe to past time~
we also ordered some food...
my bro arrive...
but the food didn't..==
OMG...
how long does it take to make a freaking sandwich???
half an hour?
geez~

on our way there...
My bro got into a race wif one of his friend...
NICE~
nothing much happened...
except that my bro wins the match~
(surprise surprise..==)
when I get out of the car...
I can't really decide if I should bring my bag or not...
so I just stayed on the seat making that (stupid) decision...
once I got out with "no bag" in my mind...
i thought I heard some commotion somewhere...
not to mention someone calling me...
but i ignore it...
coz I thought it was becoz of my outfit...
well...
it's rather revealing for the modest people..
(rolling my eyes)
hello?? it's just an off shoulder...
whats so "revealing" bout that??
once I opened the door of the second floor...
all I hear are whistling and some "woo" from the rooms...
now that's over reacting~
(probably not..my outfit does seen "over")
well...
who cares~
(shrug)
vithdya told me that all of them were looking outside when I came out of the car~
(how come I didn't notice?)
they said I look..
sexy???
weird...
guess they're looking at some random person~
I heard from vithdya...
that Azri said I look sexy..(==/><)
lol...
that's a first~
wanna know what's funnier?
he thought that Qin was my mother...
LMAO!!!
XD
now that's funny~
(for me anyways)

It seem to pass
wif boringness~
them doing their own thing~
nothing much~
the next thing I know..
a waitress was walking in cake in hand...
wif a
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY GG"
on a vanilla piece on the cake...
Of course I was surprise that it was for me~
but yes I'm happy also^^

too much things and so little space...
i guess I should say the celebration in the pizzahut is too....
extreme?
maybe that's the word that's suitable to describe everything...
It was so extreme that the manager came up himself to check on us..
XD
NICE!



after that..
some of us went to K-Box continuing the celebration..
while others go home...
we sang there for 3 whole hours!
XD
they got 2 regular rooms...
1 for malays another for chinese...
malay played till they need the workers to stand outside our room..
in case they need to eliminate us...
but the chinese...
they were like going to a funeral...
a gloomy room...
(scary)

got home near 9 night...
but go back to Qin house wif another long day awaits for us...
==

till next time^^
BET ON IT

Thursday, July 22, 2010

The Diary Of a GG [22nd July]

Haiz==
yesterday slept too late...
almost sleep in today..
fortunately..*or unfortunately*
my mom wakes me up using her cell phone..
O_O
I know!!
unbelievable...
sigh...



At school,
as usual...
meet wif my shugs at 3EP1 classsroom..
considering that my class is upstairs..==
its better if we met up downstairs..
i know i know...
I'm blabbering on and on about something stupid again..==
oh yeah...
just when I was drop down in front of the school's gate..
ah fei ask me if I've ask my brother whether if i can borrow some test paper for him...
xixi^^""
honestly...
i forgot bout that~
hope I'll remember bout that next time...



hmm...
i don't think there's other thing that happen after that...
well..
what can u expect from a stupid school?
wif their stupid rules?
geez..==
I wonder if every schools are like ours...
(I don't think so)



in class~
i fell asleep..
awoke again...
and back to my LaLaLand again~
><
and i kinda have suspicions bout my "friends"
they're definitely are hiding something from me...
well who knows?
probably just my imagination~
(or maybe not..Hey, I'm smarter than wat u give me credit for okay?)
other than that...
I thought girls are suppose to be gossipers...==
not boys~
(FYI: they're more sampat than us girls...been there done that~)
and they're definitely are testing my patience..
they're lucky that I at least know how to manage my anger..
not like somebody~
but they know I'm not the type who doesn't hold grudges..
(well...most times..^^"")



woohoo!!
schools out!!
>< walks home..
and wat else??
FACEBOOK FACEBOOK!!
XD



in between of fb+ing..
went tuition...
very, very hard to stay awake...
but i manage!!
*pats myself on the back*
^^


gone home~
facebook again><
got nothing to do though...
without knowing what I've clicked on...
I've opened the albums of my "old times"...
haiz...==
I would be lying if I said I don't miss "them"...
looking at the pics one by one...
my eyes started to sting...
I know I know...
I such a crybaby..*laugh*
=]
but I've vowed...
this miss gg never regret any decisions she made...
whether its bad or good...
she'll never back out...


I wonder...
do they miss me?
sigh...
probably not~



till next time huh^^
I'll try to stay out of trouble...
well...
trouble usually comes to me...
not the other way around...


p/s:
I'll update soon^^
BET ON IT~

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Time For Miracles

no matter how high the mountain is...
so many ups and downs...
I always wonder if I can make it to the top...

no matter how deep the sea is...
so deep that there's no light...
I always wonder if I can make it to the surface...

no matter how hard the rain is falling...
so hard that it's hard to hear my heart beating...
I always wonder if the sun will come out from behind the clouds...

and no matter how difficult it is to stop my tears from falling...
I will still wonder..
If one day, one day I'll be manage to control my own emotions...

but too bad...
there are status quo for everything...
the mountains are created so it will be high up touching the sky...
the sea is created so it will be deep enough where the light can't even reach...
the rain is made so it can rain as hard as a person's crying soul...
and my tears...
by far are the only one thing I can release...
without making me suffer so, so much...

Dear God,
don't You think it's time for miracles?
I'm not asking You to make the mountains shorter,
the sea more shallow, nor the rain to be just a drizzle...
No...
that's not what I'm asking...
what I'm asking is just simple...
Give me the strength to climb the mountain...
Give me the breath enough for me to swim to the surface...
Give me a serene heart to watch the rain-fall...
and give me courage...
to accept me and myself...
for being who we really are...

That is exactly the miracles I'm waiting for...