Time Machine

Time flies...
so quick without being me realizing...
its like a sneak attack, an ambush...
I took a glance at my classmates...
and somehow I feel sad or something..
I don't quite understand it either...

I'm holding myself...
"don't show any tears"
I repeated inside my head...
over and over and over again....
coz I can't show up any sad emotions to them..
or I might stay back...
not keeping the promises I've made to myself...

Time is an illusion...
a cruel yet beautiful illusion...
as ironic as that sounded...
coz without us noticing..
we've become 15 years old...

I blinked...
a thought cross by my mind..
"are these people my classmate?"
somehow...
I can't convince myself...
it seems like juz yesterday I came to this school...
this school called smktmr...
and met them...
being friends wif them...

and now..
its 2010...
3 years have past....
ahh~ 3 beautiful years...
I juz want to freeze the time...
so we can all stay together...
even juz a teeny-weeny-bit-longer...

I'll be gone next year...
following my dream...
towards the future...
towards my career...
as a successful person....
and I'm not even sure...
if we, students of KPs...
will meet again....

but honestly..
I really wish that we can stay here...
together forever....
like when we juz met...
being friends wif each other...
in the building called school...

yep....
TOGETHER FOREVER....

friendship...
started between peoples...
naively smiling to each other...
saying : Hi! Lets be friend...
[gg's♥0727]

dedicated to:
SMKTMR's
2008♥1KP1
2009♥2KP1
2010♥3KP1

A little bit longer

Juz give me some time...
to cool off....
to calm myself...
to let me be me...

A little bit time...
for myself...
for my youth....
for something called "fun"...

a little bit time....
for my sadness...
for my stress...
and for my tears....

let me figure it by myself...
the maize of life....
the riddle of love....
and the line between everything....

let me be....!
I'll cry....
I'll laugh...
I'll run...
and I'll fall....
but I'll still stand strong in the end....

believe me....
for that's the only thing I need...
from my family...
my friends...
my responsibilities...
and from you...

trust me....
coz without trust...
I'm sure....
no one will kno
the real meaning behind
friendship and love...

so juz give me a little bit longer....
and I'm sure...
I'll be fine...

in life...
we must overcome every obstacles..
to reach that one thing...
one thing we yearn for...
the purpose of living....
[gg's♥0727]

tears

Tears...
there they go again~
yes....
there are strength behind tears...
but tats iz for true tears....

its not like everytime u cry...
u'll win...
it'll only be seem like everytime u cry more...
all of it are juz fake....

juz like cheap things...
my adviser said..
cheap things are imitations...
somehow like tears....

if tears can solve everything....
I dont think rain iz needed anymore...
my tears are enough to flood the cities...
but no...
my tears are valuable...
i only cry...
for the things tat's worth it....
my tears are for joy...
not for misery...

maybe..
juz maybe...
tears hav more strength than both of our effort combines....
juz think....
if both of the sides are crying...
which one will u sided wif?
so like i said....
u cant juz judge everything...
or everyone..
wif the tears they cried...

the people...
who never cry when they hav problems to deal wif...
are the most admirable person ever....
coz they kno...

they'll can solve the problem easily...
and wif their own way....
without tears...
its as easy as tat....
only a coward cries for their trouble..
without figuring up a way to solve it...

now...
stop ur tears...
only cry for the things or person tat are worth it...
tat way...
there'll never be fake tears tat exist..
only true tears....