Dried Tears

Tears?
y are u falling out of my eyes? I'm not allowing it...but u kept falling...the pain...I've never felt this before...I tho the brains controls emotion? but y is it tat my heart is aching? I'm very sure tat i dont hav a heart desease...yes..I'm sure of it...but why?
tats one of the new question tat i've add to my list in only 3 days... it's weird...but i'll hold it in...it seems tat holding in my feelings is all i do these days...
this pain is worst than finding out ur crush already in love wif someone else....or not....coz i'm still an amateur in all these...thx to u...tat i've learned a lot of things...if its not becoz of u...then I wont kno all those things until i'm 20++...thank you...
everyone is experiencing something these days....may all of us will fight through all of this...I am not hopeless..coz there's never been hope inside of me...and I'll keep it tat way...till I find the person who worth it to unlock it all again...

[♥GG's sincerely♥]

Luck?

My luck...

where did it go?
i lost everything...
it's better if its involve only me...
but now...
one by one of my family are suffering...

if its only me...
I can stand strong...
it doesnt matter if i break or not...
but now...
there's other involve...
i juz wanted to shout out
"leave them alone!! its me who u wanted.."

Let me take all those trial... leave them alone...
they got nothing to do wif this...
I'll take it all!
all i wanted from u
is stop involving them into my un-lucky-state...

Please...
I beg of you....
please..

My cries;
listen to them..
[♥GG's sincerely♥]

Mess After Mess

[oohh~x3

u kno u love me

i kno u care

juz shout whenever

and i'll be there......]

Aah~ Justin Bieber's song...^^ I set tat song as my alarm clock yesterday for my Kota Tinggi trip...the Kota Tinggi trip....Why does it rings something in my mind? OHH!!! Its today!!! I woke up so sudden tat I almost hav a heart attack myself...amazing huh?==

After the half-an-hour bath and preparing things...my mom woke up...she ask me to unlock the gate and start up the engine of our dear ABU..><>

Bla bla bla.....skip to the fun part shall we? teoh, the leader teacher selected yeaterday is being...well..teoh..he took my cap and pretends to be Jay Chou...== yeah..i kno...weird....hahaXD...tats my class for u....he also gave me his camera and ask me to take the pictures of the trip...so pooff~ im the photographer..^^ well..I like challenge...and i'm good at it too...being photographer i mean...

At first, im juz taking the pictures of building...when i saw angeline takes pictures of herself and others too...I started taking the environment..^^ the sky, the road, the sign board, the cemetries, the grass, etc... its fun><>

In the middle of photographing session...I came across an emo pengyeow..when he sits on the side-road...it felt like i was looking at the emo pictures...so I started taking pictures of him sitting like tat...the result? UH-MAH-ZING!!!!><>^ about him being emo without knowing the reason....I won't leave it tat way ya kno...^^ so in the road of going back to the bus...i kept annoying him...FYI, I succed at tat tooXD

Bcoz of the sucess of tat picture....our classmate started making poses...its a LOT!! the funny, the emo, the ridiculous, name it you hav it^^ others juz look at us like we're lunatic....well we dont care><....when visiting the Kota Lama....we also took some pictures wif "ang mo"..they're really nice...=] after tat...i dunno who suggest it...they wants to make a vedio of "super junior-sorry"...we didnt kno the dance steps...so I walk out of the dance in the middle part coz I mess up TOTALLY!!><...the others are like...O_O"are they crazy" look.... HAHAHA XD..now they kno the charms of 3 KP 1....xixixi

Tats the good part.....and [pink panther's song] da langx7....the bad parts came...O_O in the middle of one of the photograph session...my phone magically jumps out of my pocket== so sad...juz thinking bout it....*sigh*life's so cruel...*crying in the corner shouting : why! life! why!??T-T*

This IS Life;

MY life...

[♥GG's♥]

My Reality

Reality

This is life...
that's what I always tell myself...
some say : It's not fair
but I'll juz say : who said it's gonna be fair?

This is me...
that's what you'll be dealing wif...
you can't stop me when I've made out my mind about things
so boohoo run away crying for all I care...
Like my adviser says : go take a hike

This is reality...
that's the cruel one...
it have no sympathy for us...
not like our dreams..
where anything can go our way...

Yep, This is the life alright...

From the hearts and soul;
of a burning rage...
[♥GG's sincerely♥]

This Is Life

This Is Life.

I tell myself that all the times...
But I still can't stand how cruel it is...
It's full of stupid, cold-heart, selfish homosepians...
Isn't it juz better if there're juz animal?
Coz that's all I can see in you...
[A cold-heart animal...]

Some says : life is not fair...
Everytime I heard tat...
I'll be saying : who said it's gonna be fair?
The cycle repeats itself over and over again...
and nothing can stop it...
[NOTHIN...]

So, here I am...
trying to escape reality...
oh, the cruel reality...
it won't stop, wouldn't it?
yeah, it won't...
in fact...[NEVER..]

From the deep heart's cries,
By the hand of the one and only,
And also from the heart and soul...
[♥GG's sincerely♥]